Singer Lady Gaga said she was mentally unstable, hated herself, and did not like the life of a famous person.

Lady Gaga guested on a CBS talk show on September 20, discussing the dark side of star life.

The singer confessed that he thought about suicide many times after becoming famous.

 She cut herself, letting everyone know she was in trouble. Lady Gaga had to live under the supervision of relatives for several years because her family was afraid she would do something foolish. 

“I want them to see that wound, to know I’m in pain. Because I think they can’t see invisible psychological problems,” Gaga said.

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She said she once looked at the piano and blamed her music career for turning her into a star.

 “You ruined my life. You created Lady Gaga, my biggest enemy. I gave up. I hated celebrity life, felt tired and exhausted,” the singer said. 

When going out, Gaga always feels bothered. She cannot go to the supermarket or have dinner with her family like a normal person.

However, the singer said he uses music to recount the pain of the past. 

The new album Chromatica has many songs such as Rain On Me, 911 and 1000 Doves surrounding the topic of mental health.

On September 18, she released the MV for the song 911 , based on her experiences with psychological issues. 

The video tells the moment the main character (Gaga) is saved from the dead after an accident. 

In her dying moments, she discovers a dream world. “This short film is personal to me. It tells about how reality and dreams can turn us and those around us into heroes.” she said.

Lady Gaga, born in 1986, is a famous American singer. She is known for hits such as Bad Romance, Telephone, Born This Way… Last year, the singer won an Oscar for the song Shallow in A Star is Born . 

In the past, Gaga repeatedly confessed that she had psychological problems and celebrity life.